Spirit Animals, Random Thoughts and Sleepless Nights

I’m trying….honest to god.  I’m going to get this done.  Depression has consumed me.  Eaten me alive.  But I keep trying, but even the smallest tasks are difficult.  

I tell myself I’m retired, comfortable and have only 1 thing I must do and that’s take care of my two best friends. 

Wonder if they talk about me…”Lucy, Dad’s put on some weight, don’t ya’ think?”…”Yep, and what’s with the buzz haircut?” she replies to Mister Blu.

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A Day In My Miserable Life

I was going to title this “Too sleep or not to sleep…”  but I think it’s been taken.  Kinda sorta.

Another day in the life, boring trivia. I keep telling myself that, even if I am lying in bed in the middle of the afternoon.  If I write a little it’s being somewhat productive. Which is humorous in itself, as this blog does nothing more than make me feel like I’m doing something.  That’s a lie to myself though.  There’s a term for thinking you’re productive while doing nothing, besides the ones that aren’t clean enough to print. 

So I’m propped up on pillows, a heating pad warming my backside, and trying to write.  

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