A new beginning?

I haven’t written lately, as I‘m finding life difficult to navigate at the present.

New Year’s Eve.

For some reason, and totally outside my character, I believe the coming year will be good and my course in life a little easier.  Perhaps just from a mental standpoint as I am determined to fight off the downs and lows and depression that have haunted me.

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A Small Gift

The day after Christmas and I’m feeling like a person again after 8 days of being ill.  8 days on the couch, curled up in a ball.

The virus caused a bit of a mental struggle also, relapse, and for the life of me I couldn’t function mentally.

I couldn’t focus, couldn’t find my way forward, and lost purpose.  Feeling sorry for myself.

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Good days happen

Today I can say I’m good, content and on the plus side of ups and downs

I’m thinking of playing piano, even though my hands are slowing down, losing speed and reach, the occasional klinker.

i slept hard, the result of 3 trazodone and mirtazapine and morphine.  woke up in pain and now 3 hours later I am so tired I can hardly sit up.

I’m ignoring it.

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