HRT: Personal Results and Current Medications

Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) is a critical component for those desiring a more complete transition, basically replacing the hormones from your given gender with those of the opposite sex.  I consider HRT to be the first major step for a transexual in transitioning, but going this route is something to be taken very seriously.  

When I first looked into HRT and transitioning, there were conditions in place as prescribed in the DSM 3 that prevented me from going this route. DSM stands for Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders.  The most current update is version 5. Although Gender Dysphoria is one of the mental disorders listed in the DSM,  not all trans people suffer from GD.  

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HRT & ME: Cyproterone Acetate

Hormone Replacement Therapy and medications

As mentioned in an earlier post, my second attempt at transitioning to a point of contentment started in 2018.  That was strictly getting myself in better shape, healthier. And happier.  If that’s even possible.  In the summer of 2018 I quit smoking for the umpteenth time, and lost 40 pounds.  I had already quit drinking before my first attempt at transitioning in 2008, so this time it was a lot easier.  Kinda.

I finally found a family doctor in 2019 who knew a ton about being trans, transitioning and hormone replacement therapy.   He already had 11 trans patients, all at various levels and degrees of transitioning and some at varying stages of surgery.  Not just young people, he dealt with a wide range of ages looking for a “cure”.

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Abilify, personal experience

I’m going to give my opinion and views on the various types of drug treatments I’ve been prescribed in order to deal with PTSD and depression. In actuality, the drugs have all been prescribed for depression only. Can you suffer from PTSD without depression? Good question, but in my case the answer is no. 

In no way shape or form do the doses apply to the reader or anyone else.  Since they are all prescribed you need to work with a doctor.   I’m just writing on how they affected my journey.

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Meds, meds and more…you get the drift.

I find myself in a spider web of doctors, and a cornucopia of medications, all prescribed of course.  Except for the marijuana, cannabis if you like.  But since one doc told me Health Canada would rather you get high than have an opioid, I take that as a medical blessing.

It’s a lot of medication targeted at one specific problem area or to treat a side effect caused by the rest of the meds.  A different prescription for a different symptom. Some are simply handed down by doctor to doctor for issues that no longer exist. 

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Depression meds

Abilify.  An anti-psychotic that is used for chronic depression, with suicidal ideation.

It‘s odd how the spell checker keeps changing it into “Ability”.

Not odd…profound.  Why?  The drug has reduced my thoughts of suicide and depression quite well, and replaced it with a numbing apathy about everything.

I can’t cry or go down the rabbit hole.

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