I was starting to beat myself up yesterday. Doubting myself, wondering where I was going, why I was trying so hard.
I was able to keep somewhat calm by reminding myself I have a mental illness. And that no one expects me to be strong through this except myself. “Show yourself some grace”.
Trying to put the pain and health issues on a shelf of its own, knowing it’s there, but trying to keep my focus elsewhere.
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