Where Do the Days Go?

Time is my enemy now, until I finally sleep the last sleep. I used to think it was the evil Trinity of chronic pain, depression and insomnia that was my nemesis.  These are adding to the frustration of course, and control my body and mind, but it is Time) that is working against me.  I am constantly fighting to get things done, while the clock is spinning wildly.

I don’t have enough time left to live for starters. My wife scoffs when I say this, but I figure I’m at about the 85% mark in my life. Meaning I’ve lived most of it, and if I manage to make it to 80 it will be either by sheer luck or stupidity. 

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The Quest for Normalcy

I didn’t choose this life. Being trans that is. I was aware of being “different” at a very young age, but insisted on fighting it for years. Wasting my life trying to deny the fact I was queer. 

Lady GaGa tries to normalize it by convincing “normal” folks that we’re simply born this way.  I personally don’t agree with that 100%, at least not for everyone.  I hold strongly to the belief that its nature and nurture combine to drive people toward this pathway. 

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